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Proclaiming Agape

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My grandmother left a mark on the world. She planted the seed of god in me and in her family. She expressed a silent love and lived a life of humble strength.  At her bedside I thanked her for the gift of god. I thanked For standing with me as her church struggled to find a place for me. A church Ionce void of gods peace redeemed. I come before you to celebrate a life of faith. A love born in Christ and placed in the heart of a humble woman.  strong yet humble, ritchous yet forgiving,  never judging, my gental gram. In her death I see the face of god. A family praying the rosary filled a hospital with gods spirit and moved it's staff to tears. Tears not found in sorrow but in the  beauty of a family's love a love born in god, agape. God revealed himself as he made soft the heart of her priest, the man that brings my redemption. Redemption found in the love of god expressed by his faithful compassion for me. The redemption God instilled through this priest bri...

Letter to a man of faith

God leads me to you, I need guidance and it seems I'm supposed to look to you.  Can you take me as a patient?  I was going to say sorry this is so weird but god leads me to you so I assume you won't mind. I just found my way I don't want to wander from the path again any guidance you give will be a grace through his spirit to feed my spirit. I Lost my grandmother this week. I feel nothing but the peace god gives. I feel the spirit fill me and want to be  a good messanger of gods love. God sustains me and I want nothing else. I gave confession to a priest the other day and for the first time I didn't feel rejected by the church as god spoke to the priest. His words gave reconciliation as god moved him to say god loves. God revealed his light in me and showed father David his compaction. God loves me even if my church has no place for me. Dr #$^^ I am to sit with sinners and plant the seed of god in dark places to ready his harvest. I am to bring forth the light of gods ...

Called to Agape

So I decided I am to negitive because of the ways of this world. I want to post negitive  things to feel better. Politics, power loss, nuclear war, and so on. Instead today I will say I love all people and pray for peace in the world. Muslim or Christian What ever race or creed Documented or not Gay or straight Republican or Democratic Homeless or Millionaire We all need love, not hate. Lets love one another, why not.  Smile at a stranger and call your mother just to say hello. Hug an old person and listen to a lonely voice tell a story you already heard. Take a moment to see god in a newborn baby's eyes and witness god in the laughter of an autistic child. There is alot to fear in this world. So today I shift my focus to love and truth. I find truth in the light of compassionate faith, and follow his path of passion and true love for all humanity. Matthew 5:14-16 You are the light of the world. A city set on a hill cannot be hidden. Nor do people light a lamp and pu...

Peace

So let me first say my week started with the pain of the loss of my faithful, gental grandmother. The rock of faith for my family. I was a witness to the love of god ever present, ever merciful. I felt the spirit of god and sat in the peace of his love in my time of darkness. I was given peace in a Catholic priest as god softened his heart to redeem my gay heart. Without judgement he found the path to my redemption. God is good, I am greatful for gods love. God sustains me and I praise his name forever.  Only god brings peace let us live as Christ and love unconditionally as this was Christ's example.  Foster the fire of gods love and discover gods light shining in the heart of man.  My gram lived a life in Christ, a path of love, a journey of faithful compassion. God left his mark on me through her example. I cannot truly feel her loss, as I witness her to be found in the Shepard. God seeks the lost,  i can not judge that which god moves my heart to love. God is g...