Letter to a man of faith

God leads me to you, I need guidance and it seems I'm supposed to look to you.  Can you take me as a patient?  I was going to say sorry this is so weird but god leads me to you so I assume you won't mind. I just found my way I don't want to wander from the path again any guidance you give will be a grace through his spirit to feed my spirit. I Lost my grandmother this week. I feel nothing but the peace god gives. I feel the spirit fill me and want to be  a good messanger of gods love. God sustains me and I want nothing else. I gave confession to a priest the other day and for the first time I didn't feel rejected by the church as god spoke to the priest. His words gave reconciliation as god moved him to say god loves. God revealed his light in me and showed father David his compaction. God loves me even if my church has no place for me. Dr #$^^ I am to sit with sinners and plant the seed of god in dark places to ready his harvest. I am to bring forth the light of gods love in a dark world so full of hate. I can't be misguided, I can't be selfish, I can't mislead. I need help, i need to be a faithful witnesses,  a good messanger, always guided by the spirit. god is calling me I feel inadequate and i dont understand where he leads. His call has become overwelmingly strong as times yet I am so called. I pray to remain in gods truth and be overwhelmed in spirit every day the lord grants.

Pray for a few days for me and talk to God and let me know if you can help me in this journey. I have no idea where god leads me all I know is I want to be with him forever. Patrick and kate are friends of mine. A family full of faith fruit for gods harvest you grew in the name of the lord. I want to help harvest for god I hope he calls you to this purpose for me. If not still I praise his name. Let us rise from the divide and witness the love God places in the heart of man.